about me ♡


Hey my fellow humans!




This post is just about myself. I'm sorry haters, you can hate as much as you want but this post is totally mine.

"I may not be perfect, but at least I'm not fake"

I post this on my instagram ( https://www.instagram.com/savanabarady_/ ) and on my snapchat ( rainbowcake91 )


Back to what this post actually about:

  • I'm Savana Barady, and I'm 14.



But special to you guys, I'm gonna post one here

"These empty walls
They whispers something
I can barely hear what it is
But I know it's about me
I try to convince myself there is another way

Oh stars
Please give me faith
I know I can

Oh moon
Please send my songs
To the ones they're made for

Oh sky
Please keep my memories
Don't let them dissapear in the dark

Oh empty walls
Please let me go
Tell me I'm not alone

Oh broken glass
Please don't cut me
Scars were enough

Oh plain papers
Please stop me
From writing my last

These empty walls
They whispers something
I can barely hear what it is
But why me?"

  • I love to dance, but I suck at it so it sucks even more. But don't worry, I'm working on it. I have a dance lesson every Monday and Wednesday at 5:30 - 6:30.


"Dance like the earth's your stage"

Our first day, it's fun and we enjoy it. I know my friend right beside me, Sachiko, doesn't seem that happy, but don't worry she'll get there.

Our 3rd day at the dance lesson, we kinda failed.. maybe a couple times, or several, but I believe we can. Don't give up!
That's Angie by the way.


  • I live in Surabaya, Indonesia. But I'm born in Bekasi, Indonesia, on 15 January 2003.


  • I have friends, a lot, but my main are only two.. and they are...


instagram: https://www.instagram.com/imsachikonadia/
Sachiko Nadia Rahmadani, 13 (14 soon)



&

instagram: https://www.instagram.com/aikoapril16/
Aiko Aprilya Carita Tesalonika, 14


She has a blog as well, it's http://theadailywalk.blogspot.co.id/?m=1


Well, both of them mean the galaxy to me. I don't know what can I do without them ♡

  • Another fun fact, I actually loveeeeee Maths. I know a lot of people hate Maths, but seriously Maths is my moment. Like I can understand Maths but not Science, I'm weird I know.


  • I'm a slow type of person. Like, I write slow, I think slow. Sometimes people call me snail, yep probably same.


  • I had a little sister. She's 4 years younger than me, which is 10. Her name is Savitri Barady. Yeah, my mom gave us matching names. I was like, MOM WE'RE NOT TWINS!




Actually, I have 2 more siblings, but they pass away even before they were born. They're not twins, one was after me which is before Savitri, and one is the youngest. So sad, I seriously want another sister or a brother, that'll be so fun. But fate is fate guys, we can't stop what's gonna happen, God made our fate and we can just accept it with open hands.

To both of me siblings up there, I miss you two so so so so so much. I hope to see you in heaven one day. Remember I will never stop loving all of you no matter what ♡


  • Okay about my friends... I'm sure I have their pictures, yep I have it.


This is our last picture we could take together in one school, because most of us moved to another school. We still can meet but not at school, sad.
This photo is taken on June 12, 2017, our last school day together.
*crying crystal tears*
By the way, Janet is not in the picture because she moved school first before the others.
[I crop that boy's face not because I hate him, he just destroy the whole picture.. sorry]


instagram: https://www.instagram.com/vanessaangela_/ & https://www.instagram.com/vanessangelatoo/
blog: http://thegirlontherides.blogspot.co.id/?m=1
 Vanessa Angela Thebez, 14


instagram: https://www.instagram.com/pwaatato/
  Janet Gloria Salim, 14


instagram: https://www.instagram.com/itsjoccee/
 Joscelin Leony Tjokro, 13 (14 soon)


instagram: https://www.instagram.com/anastasiaudrey_/
 Anastasia Audrey Gunawan, 14


instagram: https://www.instagram.com/angelakartikal/ & https://www.instagram.com/rachelangela13/
blog: http://thejourneybegans.blogspot.co.id/?m=1
 Angela Kartika Linggarjaya, 14


  • Okay, I've talked about my friends, my best friends and my siblings. There's someone I haven't talked about yet. But now yes.

Yep, everyone has a crush am I right? Well some of you may not, but most of you do.

I also have mine. I'm not going to spoil a single letter because you know that this is public so he can kill me instantly.

But all I can say is, we used to be friends for like almost 2 years, and we're so close until something happened between our family. Sadly, that problem separates us totally. Like he doesn't even wanna see my face. I don't know what I did wrong, but I swear it's clearly isn't my fault.

He just leave me with no explanation. I know we weren't dating, but like we're super close. Do you know that type of people who just weren't dating but always go together, you can say we are a type. Or were *cry to death*

But like, if I could just hug him one more time, that'll be my dream come true. I just miss him so much okay, I'm sorry I waste your time on my stupid story. It's just sad losing someone with no clear explanation you know, like am I that worthless.

But seriously, to my "crush" please at least talk to me, don't just act like I never exist in your life.

Okay now I'm just being dramatic, *sigh* keep it together Sav!

Some people who know me might as well know who I'm talking about, but please don't like tell to everyone else who he is. Cause I'm so scared he got mock, I know I always care about others' feeling.



I think that's all I can think of..

Hope you guys aren't bored yet with my post, because there's more to come... hehehe...

Feel free to leave me a comment about things that I should do and shouldn't do, that will help me out a lot. And it's free so why not....?

Thank you for reading my blog, it means a lot to me.

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Snapchat: rainbowcake91

All the love. S.

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